February 08, 2007
I need more time to think. Urgh. I'm damn indecisive.You are so right.
I wish you could make the decision for me this time round.I think I'd still trust your opinion rather than mine, even more so now.
How now brown cow?
I'm reminiscing my posts of all my dreams. They're all so funny. You're always having to go off half-way and back at a later time, if I'm not awoken.
My gosh, I can scare myself with my posts. So extreme. Will remove it in a few days time.
Beneath hope - fakes, lies, deceit.
Endless tears, it marks her defeat.
Magical moments, flustered with excitement.
boring nights she lives in isolation.
painstakingly drawn - a picture of what used to be
and how she fell fool to that facade.
Fakes, lies, deceit.
In the outside world ; a fallen person.
She feels the pain too, she wants to help.
But all she can do is stand by the sidewalk,
praying, worrying and watching.
In the outside world ; two hollering people,
everyone throwing the ball back to one another
wishing it'd not stay that way.
She hates pain, she wants it her way.
In the outside world ; nobody's around.
Helpless ; all she can do is cry those tears.
Seeking solace ; running away.
Around and around in circles she goes.
In the outside world ; dark clouds hover.
She can't see her sunshine no more.
Created : 1 Sept 2006
Copyright nIx 2006,2007.
Man, I need to start sleeping earlyyyyyy. Bad bad bad.
-nIx- @ [[12:44 AM]]
I need more time to think. Urgh. I'm damn indecisive.You are so right.
I wish you could make the decision for me this time round.I think I'd still trust your opinion rather than mine, even more so now.
How now brown cow?
I'm reminiscing my posts of all my dreams. They're all so funny. You're always having to go off half-way and back at a later time, if I'm not awoken.
My gosh, I can scare myself with my posts. So extreme. Will remove it in a few days time.
Beneath hope - fakes, lies, deceit.
Endless tears, it marks her defeat.
Magical moments, flustered with excitement.
boring nights she lives in isolation.
painstakingly drawn - a picture of what used to be
and how she fell fool to that facade.
Fakes, lies, deceit.
In the outside world ; a fallen person.
She feels the pain too, she wants to help.
But all she can do is stand by the sidewalk,
praying, worrying and watching.
In the outside world ; two hollering people,
everyone throwing the ball back to one another
wishing it'd not stay that way.
She hates pain, she wants it her way.
In the outside world ; nobody's around.
Helpless ; all she can do is cry those tears.
Seeking solace ; running away.
Around and around in circles she goes.
In the outside world ; dark clouds hover.
She can't see her sunshine no more.
Created : 1 Sept 2006
Copyright nIx 2006,2007.
Man, I need to start sleeping earlyyyyyy. Bad bad bad.
-nIx- @ [[12:44 AM]]
